TRAVEL THERAPY

Indeed, life after high school has never been the same.
Coping with changes is a challenge. College took me to newer heights. It upgraded me as an individual yet downgraded the "old" ED I used to be. I'm like being engulfed to a chaos. Looking back, I realized that the whole year I spent as a freshman was a rollercoaster ride. I need not to elaborate so many things about it but figuratively it's like an equated problem:

EVERYDAY LIFE = ( frustrated+stressed+hopeless)*uninspired

Tag it as an exaggerated description but I really felt like as if LIFE for me has become more complicated than ever. My way of living is as busy as a bee. So, I needed a break. Of course, it's human nature to seek for something enjoyable and relaxing. I became an opportunistic travel rat whenever there's a time off on my schedules. The last sembreak I've had I spent it with my barkada. We enjoyed the chilly break in Real, Quezon at the resort owned by my friend Rapi. I remember that time I was really stressed with regards to my academic standing, family, love life and so much more that I'm so fed up with the stress dwelling inside me. Obviously, it's really not my nature to be a problematic loser because I'm a vivacious type of person. I like having fun. I'm energetic eventhough i'm payatot. I know for sure my friends know my personality,,,

But then when you go through trials of life, it is inevitable to feel somehow lonely of what's happening specially when you're not the type of person who is used to feel such frustration, stress and the like. Believe me, everyone encounters the same feeling at some point of their lives.

I remember a few line in a movie that unfortunately I forgot the title, it goes something like this scenario

There's a little girl who asked her young handsome teacher "Are you lonely?"
"No, I am not. Loneliness and solitude is a man's choice..." The guy reacted. Somehow it had an effect to me up to now. I believe on that perspective, we are the ones who choose our own feelings and ideas. And whenever I feel down I seek for something that erases the melancholy.

Pink is right. "If GOD is a DJ, Life is a dancefloor; Love is a rhythm and YOU are the music."

So I never regret what I usually do in times like that. Travel is one my therapy. Something's better in store for all of us, it's just a matter of waiting patiently.

If today you feel bad, tomorrow's another chapter in your life. Here are some of my pics of my travel last summer and sembreak. Location : Quezon, Bulacan, Nueva Ecija :)

BEP- I Got a Feeling; EDifiED- I Got a Nostalgic Feeling.

The newest single of Black Eyed Peas entitled I got a feeling made my day...

I've been listening to this the whole day and it somehow reminds me of the gimiks I've had before.
Amazingly, every lyrics is precisely like a spell that brings back nostalgic moments I had. The dancing-til-dawn-party-til-we-drop- spend-it-all-flirt-all-you-can-Enjoy-life-in-the-dance-floor thing. haha I love the part:

"Tonight's the night

let's live it up
I got my money
let's spend it all..."

The party beat makes me bang my head. What a feeling? I remember One Party I enjoyed with my new friends in college. We had a great time. As in real great time.

We partied at The Prince of Jaipur beside the famous embassy, we were all boys and "single" for that particular moment...haha and i greatly know as the day after that party comes, we'll be back to our own imperfect selves. Busy. Stressed. Some, committed. Some, sober. But certainly after all, broke :(

We danced separately as it is the barkada's mission- Go and fish your own. diskarte ka mag-isa boy. Well, I am committed and the thought of flirting with some party girls doesn't anticipate me. whooo! asus?! sure? Well, I am not a cheater, but I admit as I mentioned I do get easily attracted but not to the point of risking my relationship. I acquired acquaintances with really pretty girls. I remembered this stunning petite lady I used to danced with at one dance music at the party and she's really really adorable. :) If i am not mistaken, her name's Zara. And I know as my gracious opportunity of dancing and talking with this lovely lady is more than enough to raise the tension amongst my comrades as for sure their egos will be challenged. Bring it on boys haha I'm up for something good.

"Ano na balita sa inyo? Kayo tong mga single asan diskarte nyo?" I devilishly thought to my friends.

But when my late actions took place to check them. OMG! as in OMG! I saw Roneil grinning like a hungry "playing good" guy as he took steps upward the VIP. It turned out that I lost the competition, He's up for something better. He was invited in the VIP to party with a more beautiful party girl. Grrr. My friends were great. They really do have their own diskartes. Afterwards, we united to make up for the last dance. Dance for our friendship. We partied like a rockstar!

Those were the moments wherein you feel very nostalgic. The song really reminded me of one of my best nights. A glimpse to the glittered past. And to my new barkada, although one of them will be residing abroad, some transferred in other universities, some shifted schedules, I really miss our bonding. I'll be looking forward to meet you all up :)

EdifiED's first BLOG

Certainly, This is my First Blog ever.

This will be my starting point to share what's on my freaking mind, My God- given talents and most improtantly of even in the midst of the reality that I can only share my facade as a blogger, those little courageous thoughts of somehow edifying and encouraging others to enjoy LIFE as it is is an adventure i'd like to take.

I am EDifiED. what's with the unrighteousness of capitalization of that simple word "edified"? Well, to tell you honestly, It is connected with My Name -ED. Or Eduardo Giulliano if you prefer to know my shorter first name :) I don't want to go through that typical self description as I want to be different but not entirely opposed to conventionalistic ways, the thought of explaining the usual this' and that's really alleviate my coolness. That's so true.

Well, I am 18 years of age. I love travelling. I love to love. I am a "he-bitch" as what my freaking friends used to define me, well one of my best buddies named Michael is also tagged as a "he-whore", so it's like okay. I don't really know why they have the guts to create an annoying term to tease me but i guess it's because sometimes I marvel at those Sensual Rouge Lips, Alluring Long Legs of any Teenage Hotties I see everywhere especially college girls. I do get easily attracted in many ways. And Arts is a big part of it. I appreciate it. I adore forms and beauty. I am addicted of staring at beautiful angles of the nature and anything else as long as it possesses the "it" factor.

I am an aspiring manga artist. I'll be blogging for my artworks soon.

I am also an aspiring photographer. Here are some of my photos. Hope you'll like it.