EDifiED is BACK B****ES!

Good day Earth!

It's been a while since my last post and I don't really know what's exactly on my mind why I instigated myself to do blogging again....

Well, apparently I just really wanted to share a life lesson I have learned just recently - Life is an ongoing process, you can't rewind things up.

I know I've been too wrapped up with so many things. I never complain, I'm not that type of person to do so. I always set my totality to embrace positivity. When you go through trials of life, and you know that you've experienced so many things you are confident enough. However, sometimes that confidence is just like a process of masking. It's like one's perception of a strong facade when indeed, the internal is not. That's exactly what I feel. Last night I had a serious talk with my best buddy, I told him what I feel these past few days and he knows the fact that I've tasted life far more than anybody he knows I guess.

He derided me in return. This is what he said: "Alam mo pare hedonic ka eh. Na-observe ko lang talaga sa iyo. Gusto mo lagi pleasure. "

Wow man! That was the punch in the head I was waiting for. It really woke me up. A fine reality check. I never assessed myself to be like that. But I guess he was right. I yearn for those things, those PLEASURABLE things that time itself can't bring back. So, I was pacified that the painful reality dictionary defines PAST as PAST. I can never make it future nor present.

Funny how such freaking lines of Lady GaGA reverbirates in my head all the while, GAGA OHH LALA ROMA ROMA GAGA OOOH LA LOVE. BAD ROMANCE. wtf?! I'm on my way to my university, ciao guys! :) Thank you pareng BITCHell ay este MITCHELL. I owe you another one.